31 March 2008

Monday and still Home

Wonder why I am still lurking here in blogging world?

Your grandma is still sick. I feel like I am in the air. Worse than jetlag! I feel like I am soaring in the air even though I am pretty aware I'm just sitting on the carpet and working on my blogs! I wish I could compensates my losses by not going to work being sick because I am losing a lot of money. Argh! I wish I get better soon, I miss working. And U don't like wasting my time at home. But oh well, there's not much I can do I guess.
Anyways, yesterday, the nurse who took blood out of me was so careless. First she tried the needle on my right arm and I was laying down on the hospital bed and couldn't look at my right side otherwise it makes me sick to my stomach I was so ready to throw up on her, silly girl! so i just said to myself I'd trust her ability on the matter. I hate not being able to see what the nurses are doing to my body. She tried sucking out blood but to no avail, she was driving the needle in and out making it so painful for me to bear. Mixed with my nauseating feeling I endured the pain. It was hurting I could strangle her. Still not enough blood for them to test, tried my right hand and took her forever to draw enough blood -- again.

Can you imagine, whenever you turn to any other direction than the one you're head is used to your world is spinning so fast you can't even keep up and thus making you nauseate and sick to your stomach you'd rather pass out. I started taking medicine since yesterday, not really sure if working but if it is, then it must be a slow effect I can't even feel it.


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